Today I am feeling out of sorts.
I have been praying...trying to figure out what to do. I have been thinking about going back into teaching, but not wanting to go into the schools, thought about virtual teaching...would like that, but the jobs are so far and few between, and then a little voice in the back of my head says homeschooling. I know hubby is not fond of that and part of me things, can I really?! I know I started out wanting to do it with Mabel, but she begged to go to school, she craved that social aspect of it. She's made so many friends, Gretchen loves going and has fun each and every day. Then, their is Evelyn who hates it. She struggles and we are struggling to get the services she needs.
I think, should I homeschool just her, but then that doesn't work for the rest of the girls, plus I can't even do homework with her, without a flood of tears. I am so torn and making myself crazy with the ideas.
I am going to give the school a month, TOPS! Then, I will have to make some changes. If they can get her the services needed, we'll see. (don't have a lot of confidence in them though).
Please pray that we find a balance that works for all of us and that a helpful, creative, learning environment is set up for my girls, especially Evelyn.